holidays/study break?

Wow, can you believe its been 8 days since I last posted something boring and interesting about my life? Well, uni is horrible (which is as expected). However, I am looking forward to the holidays (well study break, but i think ill take the first few days as a small holiday). My last uni day is tomorrow and I would usually be excited for something like this, but I have two assessments due tomorrow, and both are in different stages of completion.

Hmm, what else? Well my birthdays coming up and i've always wanted to go to one of those drive-in movie type of things? it would be pretty exciting! Oh and, I have booked for my P's test (driving test after learners). Its for the 5th May or something like that and Im so scared because I havent completed my hours and I can't park properly yet. Believe it or not, I can reverse park better than nose-in first park. Strange huh?

<3

positivity

ok, so I said i'd come back with a positive attitude and with good enthusiasm so yaye here I am acting all positive.. because i've decided to drop one of my subjects haha! physics was ruining my life for a while anyway and it was just so hard to keep up with all my other subjects because I was paying WAY too much attention to physics when I still don't get it anyway. So, I am going to withdraw from that unit by the end of the day.. I'm a little bit scared, though. I mean, what will others think of me? They might think that i'm taking the easy way out so I would have less workload (which isn't true because my other subjects are just as hard, if not harder). Oh well, I shouldn't pay attention to what others might say, I should just do what's best for me right?

Also, I've already started my other assessments so I'm not TOO worried!

With lots of happy love <3

too early..

It's officially 8:21am according to the computer time at uni.. and its just too early for me. I could still be asleep on a later bus but I figured if I came to uni earllier today I could get some work done before my lecture at 9.. WRONG.
Not to mention my weekend was suppposed to be dedicated to study and hmm.. I wish I could say that I studied all weekend and that I know all of my material now, but I don't. And I want to dig myself a hole and lie there and cry.. because I have 4 assessments due in a week and i've done nada. zero. zilch. nil, whatever you wanna call it. I know it's all my fault though because i'm so behind so i've got to fix this.

I will get back to you next time with hopefully a positive attitude and positive thoughts. Wish me luck!

love <3

pimples

I've had three huge pimples on the right side of my forehead for a good 3 days now, and they annoy me so much. Considering I had two assessments due this week for uni and stressed all week, I understand why my body felt the need to produce more hormones and create new pimples for me and what not. BUT THEY FRUSTRATE ME! I feel so dirty! I hope they go away soon. So for the past two days ive been trying not to stress myself out and actually got good sleep the last two nights so I feel refreshed :)

Which is why i'm at uni at the moment planning to stay in this library on this computer for the next two hours so I can research for my next essay.. oh boy..

love <3

paper cuts

no literally... paper cuts. I found a paper cut on my pinkie finger today on the joint right above my nail? I have forgotten how painful these things can be and even if the smallest amount of moisture goes on them, they sting and you feel pain for a good few minutes :|

wow

Hey guys, i'll make this short and sweet.
So you know Ben the guy who I ranted on about two blogs before? Well today.. he spoke to me *squeak!* seriously. We ended up sitting across from each other today during a lab and he just asked me a question. I was literally tongue tied. Oh and you know that expression: "My heart skipped a beat"? (well that was more dramatic)... I gotta say ladies, the saying stands true. I could hear and feel each individual rapid heart beat boo-booming inside my chest. Also, try hiding the hyperventilation thats going on inside and keeping a straight face whilst trying not to smile too hard that your cheeks would fall off so you don't look so hopeful and he doesnt find you completely wierd before getting to know you... yeah, toughest challenge ever! Hopefully next week, we'll exchange more words :)

Today, (because i'm part of the Red Cross), we were supposed to have a barbecue at uni but it didn't come through. So guess who was left eating yummy and junk-foody oportos? sadly, me. It tasted so good but was so depressed afterwards because i'm "supposed" to be on a diet haha!

So there we go :) Point six about me: part of Red Cross society, and point seven: this girl is on a diet. I need to lose 7 kilos before my birthday (1 month).. good luck to me :|

Until tomorrow my loves <3

is disappointed :(

ok.. so what am I up to- point five about me was it?
Well, so point five about me: I love op shopping. Op shopping, vintage shopping, thrifting, secondhand shopping, whatever it is, I LOVE IT. It has become an obsession of mine for SOO many years and not only have I saved a ton of money for doing it, my room is full of objects and clothes with thrifting stories behind all of them :)

So today, I skipped my last two lectures and went to my charity stores and secondhand stores. I wasnt even meant to go but somehow my feet guided me to the sliding doors of
st. vinnies and I couldn't resist. SOO.. I bought a cute little pouch zipper thing. (Before I bought it I had to figure out what i'd use it for.. ive decided to use it for my ipod and phone) which cost me a measly $1.50 and an old suzannegrae shirt which had a different neckline. I tried it on and you could wear it as an off the shoulder shirt and it looks pretty good for.. $3.00 :)

one of my fav stores had this genuine leather/floral printed wallet where the lady was willing to give it to me for $4.00 but I decided I needed to make up my mind and that I would come back later. 2 hours later, I started getting very very VERY excited to buy the wallet so I went to the store... and it was GONE! I KNEW I should have bought it when I first saw it! And it was genuine too and I had never seen a wallet like it before :(
So my fellow readers and friends.. that is why I am disappointed today. Oh and also the fact that I've barely started my genetics speech/presentation and it is due in approximately 17 hours and 22 minutes.. oh boy..

I love you guys again <3